fml

Dont know where to start. Really I don't.
Sooo . . .
Still failing everything. Although I did pass my personal study.
Boys need to die. To think I actually liked him but he was just a wee bit bored and thought me too be a little bit of fun. Ughhhhhhh. That and then finding out someone who you previously liked apparently only talked to you cos they would have liked to have had some "sexy time" with you cos you thats all you'd be good for, not a relationship of any sort. Then find out that someone you loved and spent soo much time with and shared every living thought with to have lied to you. For a long time.
This was a lie that hurt. And too think that a friend who you also trusted and loved went along with these lies and hid a friendship behind your back also fucks with your head majorly. Who can you ever trust?
I am so stupid why does it hurt soo much. And to think all of the crap at school is the least of my problems.
Sorry for my ranting. I just needed to get it out. =/

Actually wrote this a fortnight back, Just posted it today :L

Well it has been a really long time since i wrote on this and to be very honest things have only got even crapper.
Soo it has been confirmed that I failed all my prelims. Horrifically. It's so bad knowing youve failed them in the first place but somehow you still feel sick when you are actually told so. Not good likes.
That and friends and family are just all spiraling out of control. It is ever so depressing.
Gonna stop typing for now before I cry. =/.