2010

03.15 1st of January 2010.
So there has been three and a quarter hours of 2010 so far and it has not been too shabby.

Got ready for the bells and then at about half past 11 Lynn, Bob & Lauren showed up to bring in the bells with us. It was great we welcomed the new year with the ones we love most (and my mum had folk to eat all the food). So we all got ready and poured our drinks, which we were unfortunately not allowed to drink till the bells had rang, ughh some of mothers made up traditions are so pointless but hey it wouldn't be New Year without them. So the bells rang and we all kissed, shook hands and drank to 2010. I'm so glad I ended 2009 happily with all the things that need be said and peace between friends. Never been happier. With any luck 2010 will be even happier and not just all friendships will be resolved and kept happily but family relationships and maybe even love but lets not aim too high.

04.56

Soo another hour or so has passed. I decided to stop being antisocial and so went and talked and sang with all the people that were in; Lynn, Bob, Lauren, Scott, Nicola, Chloe, Courtney, Scotty, Graham & Morag. one by one they left and the place began to become quiet again but it still looked a riot (damn you giant party popper :L ) Graham and Morag left just there about five minutes ago and we now have a drunk neighbour in telling us that he's not a bad guy, a bit strange and slightly scary. I'm swithering whether to stay up and be nosy from a distance of the dining room or go up to my room and sleep because I am actually shattered.

05.21

Well I just help mum get rid of the neighbour and I am now sitting in my bed reading Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. I decided this as last night I watched that film for the second time and rediscovered how crappy it was in comparison with the book so I've decided to read the book once again just to prove myself right. Sad I know but it is an amazingly brilliant read if JK Rowling hasn't already won all of the awards she really should.

06.01

Right Ive finished my reading for the night. Well morning and my lights are off and IM going to bed like everyone else in the rest of the house. Sooo nighty night.


22.06

Well i slept till about half 12 in the day, that was fun I never sleep as late as that, mind you I never stay up as late as that. Ha. Well I got ready for to go to Gran & Papas for new years dinner and straightened my hair while watching the Gilmore Girls. Which I LOVE! So once that Gilmore Girls was finished we made our way up to gran and papas, said our happy new years to them and then to a hungover uncle John and Lynn. Dinner was lovely. My Grans steak pie is to die for, as is my mums. After that we went home and watched Doctor Who and I cried! So did the rest of the family. Margaret-Anne was beside herself she didnt want there to be a new doctor she liked David Tenant, so did I.
And that basically takes you till now. Im gonna have an early night as I am working tomorrow at 10. I hope you've had a good new year too but Im offskiees now.
Hasta Luego. xxxxx

Ohh My Goshhh!
I have been sooooo lazy today. It's quite bad :L
Soo I got up this morning at about half past nine or ten o'clock as mum and dad had went to a funeral, I was babysitting and Margaret-Anne was already up. It took me a good twenty minutes to shake myself awake and then I got to watch the Gilmore Girls. That made me a great deal happier, it is such a good programme that makes me gutted that I have to go to school.
After that I went and made me and Margaret-Anne a toastie, it was good. Once we had ate that we turned on bbc one and decided to watch homeward bound two. I wasn't intending to actually sit and watch it. . . but I infact did and loved it. I cried at bits in it, like when Shadow saved the little boy from the burning building and Sasy the kitten, it was too sweet. OMGoshhhh and at the end when the we thought the lorry had knocked down Chance, the tears were streaming down my cheeks I just kept telling myself its fine he's not dead, it's a kiddies film. I was right he was alive and just hidding under the truck. I cried for a third time in this film when Delilah showed up at Chance's house and they decided to keep her, I think I squealed when that happened. I also believe that I was worse watching Homeward bound than Ashley-Dee was when she watched up! And that is saying something! :L
Soo after that we watched The Tigger movie.
And then we wached for the millionth time Mary Poppins. I love that film and so does Margaret-Anne, i think it is one of her favourites ever. She sings along to it. Cute. Mum and Dad got home then I made some dinner and watched Hollyoaks. Zoeeee! :( I was like NOOO, You have to watch it tomorrow if you dont yet know what I mean.
The snow came on soooo heavy a wee while back so me and Dad rushed down to tesco for bread and milk, there was no bread - we got the last thick sliced wholemeal loaf. Never seen an isle so empty in my entire life. On our way back I took alotta photos. They are awesome snowy ones. I actually love the snow now, it's the prettiest thing ever.
Soo now Im watching Harry Potter so I'd best go.
Hasta luego. xx

Boxing Day Blog

It's actually 12 minutes into the day after boxing day but oh well what difference does that make.
I am currently lying on the couch, listening to my little brothers awesome guitar playing (but abysmal singing, it's not quite that bad but you get the idea), my Dad has a dining room chair sitting in the middle of the livingroom floor getting overly excited like a small child as he is about to play the new game he got for his xbox (forza motorsports) He is such a big wean.
Well I slept in this morning. It was good indeed. I do enjoy sleep. When I got up George was destroying blue space monsters from some far away planet on the ps3 he seemed to be scared. There was dogs in it! lmao. Margaret-Anne was just playing with her "jungle in my pocket" things she loves the wee doggy bag I got for her.


OMG This is about the 20th time this week I have went back to "finish off" this entry (considering it is now wednesday the 30th) and thus I have now unfortunately forgot what happened on boxing day all the little funny bits in between that made it an awesome day I now only remember the fun basic
1. We ate more christmas food
2. Played the wii.
3. Margaret-Anne and I made crispie cakes with a fondue set.
And that is about it :D Fun times.
We also watched more "Gary Tank Commander"

"Life is like a game of Musical chairs . . ."

Ha you have to watch it, It is true class!

Well Hasta luego

Ps. y hasta luego mi hermana major.
If you ever read this Cos i dont think anyone else does.
I really do hope you had a good Christmas though and I hope you liked the card xxxx

Merry Christmas! xx

& the bells were ringing out for Christmas day.
Merry Christmas people. Hope we're all having an awesome day because I am. :D
This morning was awful though. I was awakened at 7 o'clock this morning by my school alarm and couldn't get back to sleep. Margaret-Anne didn't wake up till about half 8 so I was kept in silent misery till she got up. I found myself staring at the snow for an hour and a half. Talk about a White Christmas. It was depressing.
As soon as Margaret-Anne got up me, her and George went and jumped on the parents and made our way down the stairs to find three big piles of presents. We got too much and are so so so lucky, I'm so greatful.
I got a links of london bracelet & two charms, a pair of uggs, two pairs of bootboots, two new coats, some new clothes, a digital photo frame all the killers albums, lady gaga fame monster and cheryls cole. Life is gonna be awesome with all that music!
Georgie got a ps3 and games and stuff and Margaret-Anne got too many toys to name. She had an absolute ball. We heart santa. Thank you!!! <3
We got ready and went up to see gran cos papa was working. And got our pressies from them. We also had an awesome fry up of a lunch, Sausage and egg, yum! :D
We went back down the road to tidy up before dinner.
Uncle John and Lynn came down and gave us our pressies, I got a bag and Uggs they are sooo cosy, It's unbelievable.
Papa got in from work and the we stuffed our faces! Dinner was awesome. I love Christmas dinner. Turkey is so good how can people be vegitarian?
Well anyway Im offskies. Away to play with the eyepet.
Feliz Navidad.

OMGoshhhh! Santa comes tonight!
Im still not excited though, it's crap.
Well this past week has beeen fun fun. Snow was cold and deep and forced us to miss thee last day of school and thus giving us an extra holiday. Is it wrong that I was gutted about this. I wanted my last day with Ashley-Dee, Mrs Whyte and a certain box. They know what I'm on about. It is actually too funny for words.
Well anyway the last week of school was good and consised of pretty much doing nothing whatsoever. We watched films (ELF!), played games (best of British quiz! ha), watched shows (sixth year-It was disturbing) and wrote dares for a certain person. Fun times. :D
Soo I watched films with Margaret-Anne all day today. It was too cute, she was getting more and more excited as the day went on. She said goodnight to George and he went to give har a big cuddle but she told him no cos she wanted Santa to come quicker and ran up the stairs to bed. I couldn't help but laugh, although I do think Georgie was a little bit offended!
Well Im now getting a wee bitty excited so I think I'll head to bed too. The quicker I sleep the quicker it's morning but I hope that you all have an amazing Christmas and that Santa is good to you all.
Feliz Navidad xxx
PS. Christmas concert was amazing but empty this year. I personally blame the snow. We all love Finlay though and are soo gonna miss our choir times.

8 more sleeps!

Let it snow let it snow let it snow!
Only 8 more sleeps and I'm unfortunately not excited for Christmas. I think it's due to the fact that it's still not christmasy in school, Yeah the concert rehearsals may have been today but I'm still doing NABs or Prelims every other day! It's Just like nooooo! The snow is helping my mood though.
Just a quick thing ignore my rant of the other day their, this thing was my vent but it's all sorted and all good now so life is all good. Thanks :) xx
Well Anyway! Did any of you see the Royal variety performance last night? Cos I didn't all I saw was Lady Gaga and she was amazing! See folk that say she can't sing! The actual need shot! She is amazing and I love her just about as much as life itself, Her music gets me through the day

"Find your freedom in the music
Find your Jesus, find your cupid
You will never fall apart Diana
You're still in our hearts
Never let you fall apart
Together we'll dance in the dark" - Lady Gaga

I love that song so much. Will continue writing later need to get ready for the Christmas Concert. Bohemian Rhapsody here I come!

My Alarm went off this morning and I rolled over, into Margaret-Anne, honestly she thinks my bed is hers. I was just like "hi?" She just smiled at me with a giggle and went back to sleep! I was going to copy my little sisters example ignore the alarm and just go back to sleep but unfortunately Tibby was scrapping frantically at the front door, which is actually unbelievably loud. I ran down let him in came back upstairs’ and got washed only to come back through to my room to find Tibby on my bed! This is for my house a shock as he, not only, isn't allowed on the furniture but he doesn't get upstairs. I told him to go lie down but he just rolled over at me with the huge puss in boots eyes as if to say give me a cuddle or rub my belly. He was too cute. I’m actually quite worried about him, he keeps taking strange funny turns and now he hasn’t ate anything in the past two days. Think I may ask to take him to the vet he is a healthy thing and loves his food. Oh and he is not fat. It's just a common misconception. He's just really fluffy. I’m being serious though, he is. I love my big ball of fluff.
School was bueno today. Chemistry revision was okay but second period was absolutely dire. We are supposed to get an hour personal study but instead we get a supply teacher who doesn't get us silent and started till at least five or ten minutes into the period which is really only about 50 minutes long. We then at the end weren’t given the extra time which was necessary or aloud to finish of our pieces as the cover teacher wanted to get her "Tea". I am not impressed! I really thought I could've passed it but only if I had the full amount of time. So tomorrow I will complain to an English teacher cos I want my first attempt again cos that was pathetic. I’m so sorry about my rant but it had to be said. PSE was fine, Maths was surprisingly good, all the stuff we're doing the now kinda makes sense. Double geography was awesome as per usual, I heart that class.

Just to get out of my system and to be entirely honest I don’t care if anyone reads this or if nobody does I just need to get it out there even if it is just for me to read.

I was so upset but I honestly thought that what I was doing was right, I was making my peace with it and him but no, I’m just a cow and waste of space who doesn't deserve the time of day or to even be acknowledged. I was blanked in the corridors and how he isn't even gonna reply cos I’m not worth it. I didn't think it would be seen like that. You honestly cannot do anything right ever because even when you think it the right thing to do whatever it may be someone will always despise you for it. I think I've gave up. I've gave up caring about anything because there is not enough energy. I'm not gonna sink to his level and hate or even remotely dislike him because he's not worth it and I know myself that I am better than that. It's not worth it and with it nearing to Christmas and the New Year all I want to do is forget.

Sorry for my second rant of the day just had to filter it all somewhere but anyway after school Allan and I walked round and round in the freezing many a time just talking. I love that guy he is my best friend and I could trust him with my life.
I had spagball for dinner at my Grans and then went with my mum to drop Margaret-Anne off at her Girls Brigade night out to the cinema said merry Christmas to everyone then got into my house done some chemistry wrote this blog and I am now away to do some more chemistry.
Wish me luck I have a mini prelim tomorrow.
Hasta Luego xx

What can I say, that was one hell of a full packed weekend.

Friday- I didn't get in into my house till about 10oclock, I left it at eight in the morning for school; I’m telling you it's depressing. First I had school, lunch on the go, bus, work then helping with teas for the reception in the hall after the south kirk singers. That was a funny night. Me and Anne Cartwright attempting to cross frozen car park in pitch black clinging to each other. She is honestly too sweet sometimes "If I fall I’m letting go of you" I was a bit like "aww" at first then I said o her not to bother cos if I’m going down she's going down with me. I think I can sometimes be too cruel. Oh well it was funny. I think it was possibly one of the nights that you had to be there to laugh. Cos it was funny, honestly the way that we were acting you'd think we were both drunk! Ha. pml! The hot water tank decided to run slow when we were in the middle of serving a couple of hundred folk tea (well at least it seemed that much - or more!). Ohhh and no one wanted my coffee! I was slightly offended. I then got a cuddle from my Logan dearest, who may I say is possibly one of the cutest little boys you will ever meet (him and Sam), his smile made the fact that no one wanted my coffee worth it. I eventually got home at about 10 had sop for dinner and collapsed into my bed in a heap only to be rudely awakened the next again morning by my Alarm. Apparently it was time for work.

Saturday- Once again another non-stop day. I was up at eight to be in to work for quarter to ten, I then worked the full day right the way through to half six. It is exhausting and cold but I get paid. Note to self- You get Paid- Must always keep that in mind. So I got in from work went and stuck on my jumpsuit. Yeah I have a jumpsuit! Dorothy Perkins a fiver, reduced from forty! I was like SCORE!!! But anyway I slipped into that and fixed my face ready for my mother’s x-factor party. Not long after my mascara was applied did Stephanie show up at my door, Dressed as Cheryl Cole might I add! Seriously jacket, hat and they weird trousers which I love and all! I loved it. It was amazing; her friends mum has way too much spare time on her hands. So everyone came over and we watched the x-factor with abuse being shouted at the TV people expressing their opinions and people drinking a lot of alcohol! Jamie and Gill then came up and we all got the guitars out and had a sing song. They things are amazing and always remind me how much I am looking forward to titp2010! OMGoshhh soo excited. Ant while I’m in the tangent of gigs I will once again ask if anyone knows anyone who knows anyone (and so on and so forth) that is selling or is gonna be selling Lady Gaga tickets, Let me know. Gaga rocks my socks more than life, but I do love Caitlin more (plus 1) Ha in joke of love. Well anyway we had a singsong then folk all left and there was quiet in the house once again and we just sat up all night talking to Jami and Gill about Music and Guitars and Gaye Bickers on Acid. . . Don’t ask cos even I don’t know. I went to bet at the back of two Jamie and Gill didn't leave till like half four, they may as well have stayed for breakfast, Ha :L

Sunday- Was work again then x-factor with dinner, And maths was quite boring actually but oh well, Go Joe, I love Olly but Stacey should've won! Sir Paul McCartney made my night! Legend

Today- Parents night and would prefer not to go into it. . . I will pull my socks up though and prove to them that I can and will pass.

Nighty night Im off to do some last minute personal study and consider dropping espanol. . . Hasta Luego.

All that needs be said about today was the amazingness of choir. I love it.
Oh and the fact that I got 41/43 for our test on the hydrological cycle and drainage basin in geography! :D Yess I am thee man! (Well not in that way, not literally)
I have also rekindled my love for Lady Gaga, now she is the man. And once again not literally she is so not a man and if she is she is theee best drag act I've seen in life ever. Her music is soo amazing and I swear I will go see her in March, if anyone knows anyone who knows anyone (so on and so fourth) who is selling tickets tell me. I will be your best friend for life for ever.
On a completely different note the Girls Brigade Christmas concert was tonight and it went well, I love my wee lassies the are total stars! Moo neigh oink baa! Thay had masks. What I have just said will make no sence to anyone who reads it who wasn't at this concert so for thier benefit, The explorers (little red jumers) were farm animals - the ones that shared the stable with the baby jesus. They were such cuties. :D
I just realised that i type as bad as what I talk.
1. I change the topic of sentence without any one having a clue what Im on about.
2. I write word that I do believe not to be part of the english language.
3. I also emphasise words by adding in extra letters here and there.
I think I should maybe stop all of the above but if I'm being honest I get what I mean and I appear to be the only one who reads them as noone follows me, Which being honest I dont mind as this blog thing is just for the hell of it and for me to keep the odd record af random days. It's more for my benefit than others, who really wants to read about the boringness that is my life anyway. (it's actually not that bad by the way :L)
and
4. My spelling is atrocious!
I'd best go, got to go get stuff ready for tomorrow. Physics prelim here we come. . . Wish me luck.
Adios.