My Alarm went off this morning and I rolled over, into Margaret-Anne, honestly she thinks my bed is hers. I was just like "hi?" She just smiled at me with a giggle and went back to sleep! I was going to copy my little sisters example ignore the alarm and just go back to sleep but unfortunately Tibby was scrapping frantically at the front door, which is actually unbelievably loud. I ran down let him in came back upstairs’ and got washed only to come back through to my room to find Tibby on my bed! This is for my house a shock as he, not only, isn't allowed on the furniture but he doesn't get upstairs. I told him to go lie down but he just rolled over at me with the huge puss in boots eyes as if to say give me a cuddle or rub my belly. He was too cute. I’m actually quite worried about him, he keeps taking strange funny turns and now he hasn’t ate anything in the past two days. Think I may ask to take him to the vet he is a healthy thing and loves his food. Oh and he is not fat. It's just a common misconception. He's just really fluffy. I’m being serious though, he is. I love my big ball of fluff.
School was bueno today. Chemistry revision was okay but second period was absolutely dire. We are supposed to get an hour personal study but instead we get a supply teacher who doesn't get us silent and started till at least five or ten minutes into the period which is really only about 50 minutes long. We then at the end weren’t given the extra time which was necessary or aloud to finish of our pieces as the cover teacher wanted to get her "Tea". I am not impressed! I really thought I could've passed it but only if I had the full amount of time. So tomorrow I will complain to an English teacher cos I want my first attempt again cos that was pathetic. I’m so sorry about my rant but it had to be said. PSE was fine, Maths was surprisingly good, all the stuff we're doing the now kinda makes sense. Double geography was awesome as per usual, I heart that class.

Just to get out of my system and to be entirely honest I don’t care if anyone reads this or if nobody does I just need to get it out there even if it is just for me to read.

I was so upset but I honestly thought that what I was doing was right, I was making my peace with it and him but no, I’m just a cow and waste of space who doesn't deserve the time of day or to even be acknowledged. I was blanked in the corridors and how he isn't even gonna reply cos I’m not worth it. I didn't think it would be seen like that. You honestly cannot do anything right ever because even when you think it the right thing to do whatever it may be someone will always despise you for it. I think I've gave up. I've gave up caring about anything because there is not enough energy. I'm not gonna sink to his level and hate or even remotely dislike him because he's not worth it and I know myself that I am better than that. It's not worth it and with it nearing to Christmas and the New Year all I want to do is forget.

Sorry for my second rant of the day just had to filter it all somewhere but anyway after school Allan and I walked round and round in the freezing many a time just talking. I love that guy he is my best friend and I could trust him with my life.
I had spagball for dinner at my Grans and then went with my mum to drop Margaret-Anne off at her Girls Brigade night out to the cinema said merry Christmas to everyone then got into my house done some chemistry wrote this blog and I am now away to do some more chemistry.
Wish me luck I have a mini prelim tomorrow.
Hasta Luego xx