Sooo it's one week into study leave and I have so far failed two exams, sat in a park in the cold, got questions answered, worked and laughed, saw family and watched the stars.
Monday. English. Fail.
- Went in and freaked out, but then realised ”it's fine I do know some quotes and the ones I don't know can be memorised at break"
- Sat close reading paper and was calm. I think I done alright.
- Break came and I remembered quotes.
- Exam came I forgot quotes, freaked out and wrote a page for one essay and a paragraph for the other. This took me 10 minutes and I had to sit for the other 1hour and 20mins freaking out.
In conclusion English prelim was miserably failed.
Tuesday. Geography revision. Fun times
- Went in sat in library and sorted my folder while talking to Stuart and Framey before their moddies prelim.
- Went up to geography to meet Amy and Klaudia and be taught by Mrs Whyte.
- We ate donuts & done more revision.
- Mr Maclean was like, "Christinaaaa!" I was like "sorry" D: Felt so bad . . . at least his marking was made easy.
- Ate more crap and Irn bru along with more useful revision.
- Left school went home done more study for geography.
- Went to ask questions.
- Ended up in a park in the freezing cold.
- Got to talk a lot. I loved it and it helped me so much. Thank-you. xxxx
- Went to bed with a smile on my face.
Wednesday. Geography prelim. Fail.
- 100 marks in 90 mins. That’s all needs be said.
Note to self - Time Management
Thursday. Revision.
- Allan and revision. Pretty much sums up that day to be honest.
Friday. Edinburgh. Work.
- Went to Musselburgh to get my disclosure thingy done.
- Ended up in a guitar book shop buying Georgie a book. They are expensive!
- Went to work. Met my new possible boss. Fingers crossed.
Saturday. Work. Grans.
- Work.
- Break. OMGoshhh, Billy and John are something else. Anne-Maria is gonna give them a row. Im still a "wean". People apparently forget this. I do think it's cute the way she looks out for me but I do believe that she forgets I go to Whitburn Academy. I've heard it all.
- Got away from work sharp and got ready to go to Tullibody.
- Went to Tullibody and saw Gran P. Talked about Lady Gaga and lots more.
- We left and drove home and I watched the stars. They are actually too pretty. Streeet lamps stole them from my view though. It was gutting. I will watch them another time.
- I am currently sitting on the chair in the living room watching, for the first time ever, "Save the last dance". I am loving it soo much. Cannot believe I've actually never seen this film.
Best go and watch the end.
Nighty night people.
xxxxxxxxxx
Saturday, 13 February 2010
Wednesday, 10 February 2010
Weekend before Prelims.
Oooohh. I have two followers! pml!
Well I am unbelievably tired. Work yesterday then off to Nicolios - up all night - the work again in the morning. Uber tired. Something like 3 hours sleep. Or less.
Sooo work was quite gutting to be honest Tegan left and everyone was soo sad. I thought I'd be fine but honestly I was also really sad, she was awesome. Now it's just Nicola and Jade. Soo anyway that was sad but I was cheerier when I went to Nicoles. We done some revision, talked about random girly crap, ordered an obscene amount of chinese food, talked some more, revised a little more, started talking crap, watched some disney stuff, phoned people and actually played hide and seek! Ha. We do need help. Taylors mask needs shot. It is terrifying. That and his stupid posters! Aghh why?!
Well it was a good night in short and I can no longer be bothered typing. :L
Te quiero! <3
xxxxxx
Well I am unbelievably tired. Work yesterday then off to Nicolios - up all night - the work again in the morning. Uber tired. Something like 3 hours sleep. Or less.
Sooo work was quite gutting to be honest Tegan left and everyone was soo sad. I thought I'd be fine but honestly I was also really sad, she was awesome. Now it's just Nicola and Jade. Soo anyway that was sad but I was cheerier when I went to Nicoles. We done some revision, talked about random girly crap, ordered an obscene amount of chinese food, talked some more, revised a little more, started talking crap, watched some disney stuff, phoned people and actually played hide and seek! Ha. We do need help. Taylors mask needs shot. It is terrifying. That and his stupid posters! Aghh why?!
Well it was a good night in short and I can no longer be bothered typing. :L
Te quiero! <3
xxxxxx
Friday, 5 February 2010
Hellooo!
Oh btw my last blog was for school folk. :)
Wasn't aimed at any family cos i <3 them all!
Just some school people, Oh goshhh I actually hate that place some times. It's a wonder I don't leave!
OMGF OMG OMG OMFGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im going to see LADY GAGA!
Never been sooo exited in all life, quite scary actully, half my dream's came true!?!?! :D Only need the other half to come true to make life perfecto! :D
But anyway Im off to study. I am going to pass. The optimism is back. :D
Lovage! xxxxxxxx
Wasn't aimed at any family cos i <3 them all!
Just some school people, Oh goshhh I actually hate that place some times. It's a wonder I don't leave!
OMGF OMG OMG OMFGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im going to see LADY GAGA!
Never been sooo exited in all life, quite scary actully, half my dream's came true!?!?! :D Only need the other half to come true to make life perfecto! :D
But anyway Im off to study. I am going to pass. The optimism is back. :D
Lovage! xxxxxxxx
Thursday, 4 February 2010
OMGoshh!!!!!
So it is February 4th 2010.
4 days till my first prelim and I am beginning to freak. Should probably be using every waking moment to revise but I just feel I need to vent out some stress. I've sat from 5 til now today revising Geography, which tbh was fine but the thought that I have thee English prelim on Monday is terrifying. I'm nowhere near ready it is too bad. Soo many texts to revise and remember quotes and symbolism and crap is like Aghhh! Not impressed, think I'll Finnish studying the hints of Andrina and Trio. Possibly Death Bed. Although I do think I prefer trio so much ironic symbolism it's awesome. (btw my last statement I actually don't have a clue)
Apart from prelims life is fine.
Not been much going on to be entirely honest.
Although a promise I make to everyone.
If anyone dares hurt any of my friends, or family for that matter, ever again. I will not be afraid to step in and tell you exactly how pathetic you are!
Cos really some people are a joke!
You can smile all you want hide your guilt behind the mocking laughs cos the truth is you know deep down every word I say is right and you're ashamed. But no you're too scared to ever admit it. I don't care I have nothing to loose. I will speak for what I believe in and the people I love. Its you who's really making the fool of yourself because everyone but you sees the truth.
Hmmm rant over and done with but I must say that thee Captain is a ledge! I love that woman!
Soo today was good. English was a laugh as usual with Allan, Robyn and Claire who within the past week has mentally scared me for life. I don't know how I am sleeping at night Miss Gardner! pml. Maths Mrs Stewart wasn't in soo we attempted some stuff on the "Chain Rule?" as I said we attempted it. Attempted and failed. Oh well she'll explain it tomorrow.
Study was good got some major chem chem done and hopefully helped a friend in need of some consoling. Physics I can actually do it when I put my mind on it. Lunch I saw Gillian's heart. Really literally! She had a dissected sheep's heart and other organs in what appeared to be some chinese tubs? Advanced Biology project. BOKE! Double Geography was amaze as usual! I love that class so much. We all get along and have such amazing laughs. Apparently I looked upset and folk kept asking whats wrong. I love how much they all care even Mrs Whyte asked me at the end if there was something wrong and that I could speak to her if ever need be. She's soo sweet but really I was ok, just distracted. Don't even know why. Oh well be back to normal tomorrow.
Best go though Dads nagging at me to get off the computer and get some sleep. Think I shall take his advice. School then work tomorrow. Lady Gaga will accompany me to sleep so all is good.
I love that woman, nearly died when I saw her and Elton on the same stage at the Grammys! Twas amaze!
But anyway I'd best love you and leave you!
Byebye <3
xxxxxxxxxxxx
4 days till my first prelim and I am beginning to freak. Should probably be using every waking moment to revise but I just feel I need to vent out some stress. I've sat from 5 til now today revising Geography, which tbh was fine but the thought that I have thee English prelim on Monday is terrifying. I'm nowhere near ready it is too bad. Soo many texts to revise and remember quotes and symbolism and crap is like Aghhh! Not impressed, think I'll Finnish studying the hints of Andrina and Trio. Possibly Death Bed. Although I do think I prefer trio so much ironic symbolism it's awesome. (btw my last statement I actually don't have a clue)
Apart from prelims life is fine.
Not been much going on to be entirely honest.
Although a promise I make to everyone.
If anyone dares hurt any of my friends, or family for that matter, ever again. I will not be afraid to step in and tell you exactly how pathetic you are!
Cos really some people are a joke!
You can smile all you want hide your guilt behind the mocking laughs cos the truth is you know deep down every word I say is right and you're ashamed. But no you're too scared to ever admit it. I don't care I have nothing to loose. I will speak for what I believe in and the people I love. Its you who's really making the fool of yourself because everyone but you sees the truth.
Hmmm rant over and done with but I must say that thee Captain is a ledge! I love that woman!
Soo today was good. English was a laugh as usual with Allan, Robyn and Claire who within the past week has mentally scared me for life. I don't know how I am sleeping at night Miss Gardner! pml. Maths Mrs Stewart wasn't in soo we attempted some stuff on the "Chain Rule?" as I said we attempted it. Attempted and failed. Oh well she'll explain it tomorrow.
Study was good got some major chem chem done and hopefully helped a friend in need of some consoling. Physics I can actually do it when I put my mind on it. Lunch I saw Gillian's heart. Really literally! She had a dissected sheep's heart and other organs in what appeared to be some chinese tubs? Advanced Biology project. BOKE! Double Geography was amaze as usual! I love that class so much. We all get along and have such amazing laughs. Apparently I looked upset and folk kept asking whats wrong. I love how much they all care even Mrs Whyte asked me at the end if there was something wrong and that I could speak to her if ever need be. She's soo sweet but really I was ok, just distracted. Don't even know why. Oh well be back to normal tomorrow.
Best go though Dads nagging at me to get off the computer and get some sleep. Think I shall take his advice. School then work tomorrow. Lady Gaga will accompany me to sleep so all is good.
I love that woman, nearly died when I saw her and Elton on the same stage at the Grammys! Twas amaze!
But anyway I'd best love you and leave you!
Byebye <3
xxxxxxxxxxxx
Monday, 1 February 2010
D:
I actually cannot be bothered with anything right now.
There is just too much to do, all of the time. I cant quite get my head round it.
Think I shall take Mrs Gilchrist's advice and go for to-do lists. Tick things off as I do them. Gives me more of a purpose and aim. A little bit of structure to my life which it severely lacks at this moment in time. A time of which I need it the most considering the prelims are less than a week away.
Maybe I should give up now. So as that I don't have to suffer the fail when I fail.
I hate how much of a pessimist I'm being but I'm beginning to think that that is the way it is.
Oh dear gosh! Help! :(
Ughh off to attempt to study. Goodnight world.
There is just too much to do, all of the time. I cant quite get my head round it.
Think I shall take Mrs Gilchrist's advice and go for to-do lists. Tick things off as I do them. Gives me more of a purpose and aim. A little bit of structure to my life which it severely lacks at this moment in time. A time of which I need it the most considering the prelims are less than a week away.
Maybe I should give up now. So as that I don't have to suffer the fail when I fail.
I hate how much of a pessimist I'm being but I'm beginning to think that that is the way it is.
Oh dear gosh! Help! :(
Ughh off to attempt to study. Goodnight world.
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