D:

I actually cannot be bothered with anything right now.
There is just too much to do, all of the time. I cant quite get my head round it.
Think I shall take Mrs Gilchrist's advice and go for to-do lists. Tick things off as I do them. Gives me more of a purpose and aim. A little bit of structure to my life which it severely lacks at this moment in time. A time of which I need it the most considering the prelims are less than a week away.
Maybe I should give up now. So as that I don't have to suffer the fail when I fail.
I hate how much of a pessimist I'm being but I'm beginning to think that that is the way it is.
Oh dear gosh! Help! :(
Ughh off to attempt to study. Goodnight world.