Sunday 7th of Noember

Well this is going to be bland.
Today I slept then got up. Ate and went to work. Worked from one and got away early. Came home ate tatties and mince then watched the x-factor and Desperate Housewives while typing up some modern studies stuff. Yeah so that pretty much was the extent of my boring day.

Oh one thing interesting has happened since I last posted a blog. The Arrival of my big cousin Jamie and Donna's baby Charlize. She is the definition of beauty. Just perfect. I cannot wait to meet her.

Well that is about it. Nighty night. I shall hopefully post soon. Might get into the habit of it. I do like a nice wee bit of structure in my life, that is always good. Yup . . . Well bye. xxx

Friday 5th of November.

I HATE FIREWORK NIGHT!

Yes well as I have stated above I do in fact hate firework night. It is an awful excuse for a party! Its like a bloody war zone outside bombs, noise and flashing lights! It is horrendous. Please someone tell me one good thing about today!? Fireworks, they are pretty much bombs, explosives you can buy over the counter! Why is it allowed, it's gunpowder for fuck sake! (sorree for my swearing it just angers me) It's unbelievable and they should be illegal! It makes me sick actually. They are dangerous and have caused more injury and deaths than what would've occurred if the gunpowder plot had been successful. I can understand organised events with trained and licensed professionals but with anyone else it's ridiculous and shouldn't be allowed.
Well anyway that's just my opinion of course.

Today has actually been one of my more interesting days in life, possibly actually worth writing about.
So today we had the police in the school doing an active workshop thing with us. It was like a mock case all about terrorism which was really very good. I at least enjoyed it. Except for the fact that we kinda failed at gathering enough information on the fictional terrorist group who in turn bombed the fictional shopping centre (which was really the Trafford Centre) leaving three dead and another 200 odd injured. Hmm not the best liokes. Oooops. It okay though cos it wasn't real? Achht we fail but did enjoy the fake news conference. :)
Me and Scott had a good wee rave before hand. I loved it. Oh and the tea was fantastic. Tea in school is goood! :D

Had work which was reasonably uneventful then came home and ate some dinner. I did worry about Tibby for a while as he went missing but he sauntered back in soaked through. He was scared too. I dried him which was good. I love that cat.I'm tired now and I start early tomorrow as per usual.
So nightynight. xxxxxxxxx

Thursday the 4th of November 2010

Since I last wrote I haven't seen 1 episode of the x-factor! Instead I've been out each weekend. Now don't get me wrong I really love going out but the x-factor is really good too. lol
I do love a wee bitta Chalmers times though with the girlies. Too amazing likes. Photos, shots, peach schnapps and slightly tipsy dancing to any song that plays be it the YMCA or Kylie. Must say a wee night out is always v.enjoyable.
Didn't get head girl, mucked up my interveiw big time. But tbh even if my interview had went well I still wouldn't have got it. I was up against Katie, Betty and Laura! Three completely amazing girls. :D I'm more than sure that Katie is gonna do an fabulous job as head girl and the same goes to Laura as depute. Soo happy for them. :)

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Well that was ages ago now and even Halloween has passed.
Which by the way was possibly one of thee best weekends of my life, and that is without exaggeration. Well all was good except for the horrendous hangover on Saturday morning. I'm telling yous I was ILL! Not fun, mind you dancing with Amy Kyle dearest and taking the most awesome of photos on the dance floor or in the Legion toilets is always a fun past time which I suppose in turn does make up for the dreadful hangover!
The Saturday nigth was spent in Chalmers with Paej and Kate, I swear I love those lassies! Such amazing fun with once again many photos, shots and random dancing lesbian kissies! (ha I joke) Well that night I ran into so many photos and took even more photos. Louise Bennie is a babe as is Rhian Lafferty, who looked stunning that night (thus won best dressed) I also saw some of my "older!" friends Like Stacey Sim, Jamie Green and Christopher Lambie! Loved it. It was just an all round happy night.
Another reason for my love of Halloween besides the excuse for excessive drinking, the slutty outfits and slightly inappropriate or offensive photos is the fact that you are able to get photos with Michael Jackson, Mr Blobby and a Penguin all in the one night! Talk about utter Class! :P

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School has been not too bad either setting aside the non stop chaotic rain! It does depress me, thankfully biology just makes everything better! :) I got to wear a lab coat today cos I was freezing and to be honest it was actually very cosy and I think I suited it. Yes I can infact pull of a lab coat, to bad i plan to go be a Lawyer!

Me and Stuart split up recently aswell, I was upset. I'm not gonna lie but really I've just gotta move on with my life, which I'm doing. Going out with friends and enjoying myself and in general my youth.
 Life is far too short to stay upset or live with regrets so I'm doing neither and just moving on. It's just going to be singleness and my girls for a while anyway. Well my girls and my studies if I'm going to be a Lawyer.

I best be off to do some study though.
Bye, that is until the next time I remember that this blog exists.

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P.S. Go watch Katy Perry - Firework video! It is amazing and is inspirational, I love it and her. She certainly is up there with LadyGaga :) xxxx

Monday 6th of September 2010

This weekend was really good actually. Apart from on slight hicup which shall be forgotten . . . anyways fun times likes.
Friday was busy busy! School then home for lunch then out for a drive with Dad then work. I was shattered by the end of that shift being honest. Had a nice wee chat with Donny that day. He's just awesome. Sometimes that work place of mine is not too bad. Well I got in on friday went to tesco with Mum had a late dinner and watched some tv. I know. It's not that interesting but I fair enjoyed myself.

Saturday was goooood. No work cos I was away on a trip with my GB girlies again. Louden Castle for thee win. Went on many a ride, some of which were with the wee ones. It was a sad day too though as it was my last day as a Brigader. My girlies will miss me and feel betrayed that I'm leaving them. They should forgive me eventually. From now on on a tuesday night I am a helper training to be a Basic Officer. I'm happy about that. Helping MrsS next week with P4/5 next week should be fun. Not this week though because I am away to see our Scotland dearest get beat at football by some country I've never heard of. Nahhhh I really hope they win it will be a good laugh.

So anyway Saturday night resulted in me going out with Paej. Got to the Attic, had a wee drink with her and Amanda before setting off to go see mi Stuart in The James Young. He was there with Allana and the lads so we all (bar keek) got a drink there then headed down to Chalmers. Me & Allana got in no bother but the lads were wearing trainers so were turned away ad told to get appropriate smart shoes on. The boys weren't impressed, as you can imagine, but did decide to head back to Whitburn to find everyone shoes. This left me & Allana to go have a wee drink and dance in Chalmers. Was very fun. But felt quite wrong to be dancing, drinking and wearing such inappropriate clothes in a church! But hey ho it was a fun night.

On Sunday I didn't do much. Work for a bit then home to get ready to go to the fireworks! Amy, Nicole, Dawn, Me & Stephanieeee! I love they lassies. What a lovely wee night we had. I have to say the fireworks were absolutely marvelous. I just love them.

Bye for now. I'll write soon hopefully. :)

Tuesday 31st of August

School. Not much exciting to be entierly honest I don't know why I even bother writing about it.
English then study this morning not uch to be mentioned although study was something completely different all together. I went down to the library to see MrsB and she had with her two new pupils, none of which knew a word of english. Interesting hour was spent on a polish to english translater. Fun times. I like David :)
Well apart from that nothing muh else has been happening. Hmmm. . .
Oh well I'll write soon. Bye. xx

Been back to school since Wednesday the 18th now and nothing much has yet happened. It's just same old same old. Different subjects but as I said nothing too dramatic as of yet. Life to be quite honest has lately been quite dull.
Modern Studies is diar, well America is I no longer care about Obama Dearest or the Mexican that are a "drain on resources" Im finding that subject ever so boring in all honesty. But I have to say I do love talking about devolved powers in Britain though. I must be the only time when opinions can be voiced as William, Amy and I get to shout "Labout for the win," without it being frowned upon. That is always a good thing.
Biology is Amazing. I actually really enjoy the subject and the class is just a complete laugh. Mr Rhodie always has us laughing whether he means it or not. Just last week me and Claire in the belief that Mr Rhodie was outside the room were talking about "chebs," Mr Rhodie soon let us know of his presence and while shaking his head he said to us, "girls will you stop referring to them as 'chebs' they are quite clearly Breasts." The maturity level of and S5/6 class was then confirmed by the, soon to follow, roars of laughter. Yes I do worry about us.
Photography is my new love. That is just about all that needs be said. I'm gonna save up for a digital SLR that's all I want in life now.
English haven't quite sussed what I think yet. I shall wait and see.
To conclude my rant; school is actually not that bad.

Was off work this weekendo and went away a residential with my girlies from Girls Brigade. They really are seven amazing lassies likes oh and not forgetting two really amazing officers and friends, Carol and Laura. We had fun staying up and chatting, eating crap, doing makeup and hair, burning toast, absailing, zip wiring, killing wasps and just generally having a really good laugh. They girls complete life dunno what I'd do without them, they're like a wee second family :D

Need to go do some moddies homework I will write more later.

Thursday 5th of August

Wow. It is exam results day. Never before have I been so stressed about a piece of paper in my life. And to add to my stress the postman never bothered to show his face till quarter to 4! By that time I'd already gave up waiting and phoned the school. Oh well at least I found out eventually.
I got three B's and a C.
Now if I'm being entirely honest I'm not happy with my results. I'm ecstatic that I have passed as yeah I did believe I'd failed. But if that is what four weeks cramming can do for me then imagine what coulda happened if my head had been an all year.
But hey I've passed now so shant dwell on it just got to do a hell of allot better this year.
Oh well  ttfn <3 xx

Monday, 2nd of August 2010

Hello blogger.
I did say I would see you in about a month so here I am writing 1 month and 1 day after my last post on the first of July; much of the summer has disappeared already. It's quite scary how quickly time passes.
"I know where is our summer by the way"- Amy Kyle ponders over my shoulder.
Yeah so a lot has happened but in a way it feels like nothing at all. I suppose that's what life's like though sometimes.

So since last typed the first, and hopefully not the last, best weekend of my life occurred.
Yes that is right, T in theeeeee Park 2010! Ughhh SCORE.
It was too amazing for words. On Friday we all nearly died of the walk to the campsite, I swear next year a pram or a shopping trolley is being used! My back still aches sometimes. And to think I didn't even have any drink with me. Only clothes and food (and hand sanitizer) was in my bag, so really not too much. Well anyway we went, got settled and pitched our tents. My beautiful wee pop up literally did pitch in seconds while the others dumped their stuff and worked out what way each pole went in. It was entertaining but then I went to help. Elena Danielle & a tent are not the best combination, although to be honest flinging me into the mix possibly wasn't the best idea anyone’s ever had either. But we all got there in the end. We all had a fun girly afternoon, just chatting and drinking before heading down to the arena to experience our first dose of titp. Where to start? Went to King Tuts Wah Wah tent first & saw 3OH!3, I got crushed in a crowd of what were either avatars or smurfs I can’t quite decide but my white shorts and my gorgeous titp hat were dyed blue! Along with my legs, baby wipes are a life saver at such events. After that we took a walk past the main stage and the strange Paloma Faith, she was interesting to say the least. We then headed to the NME stage to see JamieT, I didn't like it that much to be honest, didn't know much of the stuff so just kinda stood around like a spare part until the last song which everyone knew "sticks & stones". Then it was Flo + her Machine. Ughhhh I love that woman, although her eccentricity scares me, only Gaga can get away with such outfits without being frowned upon. She was amaze. Done! Then OMFG the Black Eyed Peas. Thank goodness I went and seen them rather than Muse, Will.I.am and Fergie for the win. I loved it soooooooo much!!! Thanks BEP! Went to tent then slept.

Saturday, I stayed in the pit for 11 & a half hours, no food, no pees since about two and four o'clock the day before, I swear that cannot be healthy. But there were soo many AMAZING acts that day. Newton Falkner, Paolo Nutini, EMINEM, NOT AFRAID was THEE song of TITP. There was a HMV advert that had a wee bit of the chorus played in it and the whole crowd sang along and finished the song! Every time it played which could be up to what felt like 10-20 times a day, we all sang along! It was too amazing. Eminem’s a babe! Pml.

I love Amy Kyle btw. And Miss B and Mr B would make cute babies. And with the same second name initial it's like they are a couple already. <3 Match made in heaven likes. :D

Right sooo anywhooo, back to titp. That was amazing. I loved spending Sunday night/Monday morning with my Paejy babes. She is tooooo amazing. Love her muchly. Vodka, many tents, a fun house and Chloe Geeeee all make for a good night. I cannot wait for next year. :)

So before T in the Park we had a week or so all off as a family and went out, visited and met up with family all the way over from Australia. They were so lovely. 1 day I will go and visit them.

I also turned 17 this month. That was a really nice day. I just spent it with my family and Stuart. It was so lovely, got lots of nice presents, shoes, dresses & driving lessons, the first of which was on my birthday. It was good I took it out and I didn't even stall. Although I did on my second and third lessons, but one was a stupid mistake and another was a hill start which was very tricky I must say. Apart from that the whole experience has been quite good. Enjoyable and interesting but anyway back to my birthday. I got a new Camera from my Gran&Papa too (14megapixel and 5xoptical zoom!) I was happy. From Stuart I got possibly the most gorgeous necklace and amazing perfume. Loved it and just the time he spent with me and my family. He really is amazing I don’t know what I ever done to deserve him. That night we went to the carvery for dinner, which was brilliant as I love roast beef and a lot alotta cauliflower. I was happy. :)

Last weekend was really nice. First time I had been out in a while and two nights which I really enjoyed. Friday night was Cathy’s 60th, which was a really great night. Scott certainly is something else. He is the original boy that never grew up, He makes me giggle. Well I had a good wee dance with my Mum & Dad and many others who merrily danced the night away but I can say I did enjoy myself.

Then Saturday night was Calum Harris's 18th which was an absolutely amazing night. I loved all the lassies that were there that night and Calum is one of the nicest guys I think you could ever meet. So happy to have been there because I really did have such a wonderful time. I am certainly going to miss last years 6th years though they were a good year to be honest, however much it kills me to say it, but they were. Such good times spent with some really amazing people, really gonna miss you all but I'd best stop before I fall even further into this spiral of reminisce and such. Yeah soo that pretty much summed up last weekend.

This weekend has also been absolutely brilliant. Friday night I spent a girly night in with Margaret-Anne watching Disney films and eating popcorn while catching up with Melissa. Was really nice. Saturday was amazing though (But not worth £15) Me & Stuart, Fiona, Nicole, Aimee, Melissa & Kirsten went out to the Attics Launch party where The Sunshine Underground were playing. I danced all night, took many photos, spoke to loads of new people, heard a good wee band called The Revival and made a couple of new friends, including the dearest Amy Steele who was lovely. I’m glad I met her cos now I know someone who knows the good haunt in Dunfermline. Was too good a night though and it got even better when Amy Kyle and Nicole Frazer turned up out of the blue. I screamed a lot. I was just so happy to see them both as I hadn't seen them since school broke up. Damn these holidays ruining my social life :L Was too good though. All of the people I love to bits (apart from family, Stephanie & Paej) were all in the one place dancing singing and having fun together. I really couldn't have been at all happier. One of the best night of my year so far and hopefully there are so many more to come.

Tonight I am sitting up with my Amy dearest both catching up and talking heaps of crap. Must say it is one of my favourite past times. Is too funny some of the stuff which we come out with though, "Hairy Navel," being one of them. Yes I do worry about us. Well I'm now off to go talk some more and maybe find a good film to watch, either that or eat some cold pizza. Yum.

Life is looking up right now. Might write soon depending on how my exam results look. Within the next month anyway.

Oh well ttfn. That is Tigger speak for "ta ta for now!"
Hasta luego xx

Thursday 1st of July 2010

Holidays already.
This may sound entirely strange but I don't want the holidays to have started. It's actually quite sad when you think of it. Fifth year is over! Finished, dead and gone. I hate to admit it but Im near distraught. This is the last summer is have with school friends. This is the last summer of freedom before we all go our seperate ways. Everyone out into the real world. It's scary stuff likes. Well I really think I shouldn't think about how upseting it is and just get on with life and try to embrace it and have the best summer I possibly can with all the people whom I know and love.
Soo anyway the last time I wrote to this thing was in like March, too long ago come to think of it. Since then so much has happened. Including exams, family upsets and a whole general election campaign.
Exams I hope they weren't too bad, hoping to have scrapped passes or better. I think Ive done okay (ish).Well anyway fingers crossed. I don't want to think or worry too much just yet though, hopefully I wont even be reminded when our results are in untill the day. I just don't want this summer to drag through seven weeks of torcher! Right Im offskies the now though, gonna go plan my summer :L Speak in about a month

fml

Dont know where to start. Really I don't.
Sooo . . .
Still failing everything. Although I did pass my personal study.
Boys need to die. To think I actually liked him but he was just a wee bit bored and thought me too be a little bit of fun. Ughhhhhhh. That and then finding out someone who you previously liked apparently only talked to you cos they would have liked to have had some "sexy time" with you cos you thats all you'd be good for, not a relationship of any sort. Then find out that someone you loved and spent soo much time with and shared every living thought with to have lied to you. For a long time.
This was a lie that hurt. And too think that a friend who you also trusted and loved went along with these lies and hid a friendship behind your back also fucks with your head majorly. Who can you ever trust?
I am so stupid why does it hurt soo much. And to think all of the crap at school is the least of my problems.
Sorry for my ranting. I just needed to get it out. =/

Actually wrote this a fortnight back, Just posted it today :L

Well it has been a really long time since i wrote on this and to be very honest things have only got even crapper.
Soo it has been confirmed that I failed all my prelims. Horrifically. It's so bad knowing youve failed them in the first place but somehow you still feel sick when you are actually told so. Not good likes.
That and friends and family are just all spiraling out of control. It is ever so depressing.
Gonna stop typing for now before I cry. =/.

Study Leave. Ughhh. D:

Sooo it's one week into study leave and I have so far failed two exams, sat in a park in the cold, got questions answered, worked and laughed, saw family and watched the stars.


Monday. English. Fail.
- Went in and freaked out, but then realised ”it's fine I do know some quotes and the ones I don't know can be memorised at break"
- Sat close reading paper and was calm. I think I done alright.
- Break came and I remembered quotes.
- Exam came I forgot quotes, freaked out and wrote a page for one essay and a paragraph for the other. This took me 10 minutes and I had to sit for the other 1hour and 20mins freaking out.
In conclusion English prelim was miserably failed.

Tuesday. Geography revision. Fun times
- Went in sat in library and sorted my folder while talking to Stuart and Framey before their moddies prelim.
- Went up to geography to meet Amy and Klaudia and be taught by Mrs Whyte.
- We ate donuts & done more revision.
- Mr Maclean was like, "Christinaaaa!" I was like "sorry" D: Felt so bad . . . at least his marking was made easy.
- Ate more crap and Irn bru along with more useful revision.
- Left school went home done more study for geography.
- Went to ask questions.
- Ended up in a park in the freezing cold.
- Got to talk a lot. I loved it and it helped me so much. Thank-you. xxxx
- Went to bed with a smile on my face.

Wednesday. Geography prelim. Fail.
- 100 marks in 90 mins. That’s all needs be said.
Note to self - Time Management

Thursday. Revision.
- Allan and revision. Pretty much sums up that day to be honest.

Friday. Edinburgh. Work.
- Went to Musselburgh to get my disclosure thingy done.
- Ended up in a guitar book shop buying Georgie a book. They are expensive!
- Went to work. Met my new possible boss. Fingers crossed.

Saturday. Work. Grans.
- Work.
- Break. OMGoshhh, Billy and John are something else. Anne-Maria is gonna give them a row. Im still a "wean". People apparently forget this. I do think it's cute the way she looks out for me but I do believe that she forgets I go to Whitburn Academy. I've heard it all.
- Got away from work sharp and got ready to go to Tullibody.
- Went to Tullibody and saw Gran P. Talked about Lady Gaga and lots more.
- We left and drove home and I watched the stars. They are actually too pretty. Streeet lamps stole them from my view though. It was gutting. I will watch them another time.
- I am currently sitting on the chair in the living room watching, for the first time ever, "Save the last dance". I am loving it soo much. Cannot believe I've actually never seen this film.

Best go and watch the end.
Nighty night people.
xxxxxxxxxx

Weekend before Prelims.

Oooohh. I have two followers! pml!

Well I am unbelievably tired. Work yesterday then off to Nicolios - up all night - the work again in the morning. Uber tired. Something like 3 hours sleep. Or less.
Sooo work was quite gutting to be honest Tegan left and everyone was soo sad. I thought I'd be fine but honestly I was also really sad, she was awesome. Now it's just Nicola and Jade. Soo anyway that was sad but I was cheerier when I went to Nicoles. We done some revision, talked about random girly crap, ordered an obscene amount of chinese food, talked some more, revised a little more, started talking crap, watched some disney stuff, phoned people and actually played hide and seek! Ha. We do need help. Taylors mask needs shot. It is terrifying. That and his stupid posters! Aghh why?!

Well it was a good night in short and I can no longer be bothered typing. :L
Te quiero! <3

xxxxxx

Hellooo!

Oh btw my last blog was for school folk. :)
Wasn't aimed at any family cos i <3 them all!
Just some school people, Oh goshhh I actually hate that place some times. It's a wonder I don't leave!
OMGF OMG OMG OMFGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im going to see LADY GAGA!
Never been sooo exited in all life, quite scary actully, half my dream's came true!?!?! :D Only need the other half to come true to make life perfecto! :D 
But anyway Im off to study. I am going to pass. The optimism is back. :D
Lovage! xxxxxxxx

OMGoshh!!!!!

So it is February 4th 2010.
4 days till my first prelim and I am beginning to freak. Should probably be using every waking moment to revise but I just feel I need to vent out some stress. I've sat from 5 til now today revising Geography, which tbh was fine but the thought that I have thee English prelim on Monday is terrifying. I'm nowhere near ready it is too bad. Soo many texts to revise and remember quotes and symbolism and crap is like Aghhh! Not impressed, think I'll Finnish studying the hints of Andrina and Trio. Possibly Death Bed. Although I do think I prefer trio so much ironic symbolism it's awesome. (btw my last statement I actually don't have a clue)
Apart from prelims life is fine.
Not been much going on to be entirely honest.

Although a promise I make to everyone.
If anyone dares hurt any of my friends, or family for that matter, ever again. I will not be afraid to step in and tell you exactly how pathetic you are!
Cos really some people are a joke!

You can smile all you want hide your guilt behind the mocking laughs cos the truth is you know deep down every word I say is right and you're ashamed. But no you're too scared to ever admit it. I don't care I have nothing to loose. I will speak for what I believe in and the people I love. Its you who's really making the fool of yourself because everyone but you sees the truth.

Hmmm rant over and done with but I must say that thee Captain is a ledge! I love that woman!

Soo today was good. English was a laugh as usual with Allan, Robyn and Claire who within the past week has mentally scared me for life. I don't know how I am sleeping at night Miss Gardner! pml. Maths Mrs Stewart wasn't in soo we attempted some stuff on the "Chain Rule?" as I said we attempted it. Attempted and failed. Oh well she'll explain it tomorrow.
Study was good got some major chem chem done and hopefully helped a friend in need of some consoling. Physics I can actually do it when I put my mind on it. Lunch I saw Gillian's heart. Really literally! She had a dissected sheep's heart and other organs in what appeared to be some chinese tubs? Advanced Biology project. BOKE! Double Geography was amaze as usual! I love that class so much. We all get along and have such amazing laughs. Apparently I looked upset and folk kept asking whats wrong. I love how much they all care even Mrs Whyte asked me at the end if there was something wrong and that I could speak to her if ever need be. She's soo sweet but really I was ok, just distracted. Don't even know why. Oh well be back to normal tomorrow.

Best go though Dads nagging at me to get off the computer and get some sleep. Think I shall take his advice. School then work tomorrow. Lady Gaga will accompany me to sleep so all is good.
I love that woman, nearly died when I saw her and Elton on the same stage at the Grammys! Twas amaze!
But anyway I'd best love you and leave you!
Byebye <3
xxxxxxxxxxxx

D:

I actually cannot be bothered with anything right now.
There is just too much to do, all of the time. I cant quite get my head round it.
Think I shall take Mrs Gilchrist's advice and go for to-do lists. Tick things off as I do them. Gives me more of a purpose and aim. A little bit of structure to my life which it severely lacks at this moment in time. A time of which I need it the most considering the prelims are less than a week away.
Maybe I should give up now. So as that I don't have to suffer the fail when I fail.
I hate how much of a pessimist I'm being but I'm beginning to think that that is the way it is.
Oh dear gosh! Help! :(
Ughh off to attempt to study. Goodnight world.